L, you too. You are a very special daughter to mommy and I. You are always in our hearts. We are happy when you are. When you are down, we feel it too. The past is over, the future is where happiness is. Be strong, my dear. We love you always.
after reading that message, have cried first tears of 2012...
sometimes, it's the tears of joy. sometimes, we're moved to tears. whereas, sometimes we can't exactly tell why tears fall.. but this is one of those rare moments, when clarity hits me. I know why I cried.
I cried for the irony of it all- I couldn't have it all.