Sunday, September 27, 2009

Pascal's triangle

when addition becomes complex, i'm amazed that this already knotty affair has room for further complication. i've failed A.Maths umpteen times back in school. i had taken home a 3/50 for E.Maths. yet, when it comes to Binomial theorem? i'm gifted in creating expansions.

Friday, September 25, 2009

不是浪漫的不期而遇
更不是什么命中注定
纯粹应该只是工作关系

一雙會微笑的眼睛
曾经迷恋过類似的神情
但我知道
這扇窗通往不一樣的心靈

油腔滑调的调侃
有意無意參雜曖昧不清
但,这种对白不具意义
所以,内容我从不去记

却也是同一张嘴
能安抚人心能善解人意
用说的用不说的
我都听得进去

坚定的语气
不由得你不相信
不容你去质疑
他的诚信

(即使他只是在玩把戏
我也选择在谎言里溺毙)

有溫度的雙手攔截住了
一滴淚水坠落之际

明白被捧在手心
卻並非就是珍惜

但如果沒有遇見你
我將會落在哪裏

Saturday, September 19, 2009

feeling like i never should

living a life that i can't leave behind
while every day my confusion grows
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say




why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

i'm not sure what this could mean
i don't think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then i'll never see just what we're meant to be

___________________________________________________
han thinks i'm falling..in love
there isn't any love, actually.
(or at least, i'm still in denial..)

maybe.

i know, this's not quite it.
yet, there isn't a better term to label this feeling.
beyond infatuation, more than friends, not merely physical.



bizzare, yes.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

fatalistic optimism

L: loneliness is easier to deal with than disappointment.

W: life's simple, fill with surprise, everything is a surprise not a chance for disappointment dear.







that reply came as a curve ball.. she must give it to him, an optimistic comeback that she wouldn't expect from him. simple yet brilliant. and she knows, that is his signature.

4 days old friendship at 1am

Wanted: cougar says:
*i have another job to work now
*things we do for money
*is it worth it? selling your soul

-ménage à trois says:
*你在出卖灵魂?hmmm...我想也是。
*没办法,谁叫你的肉体不值钱。

___________________________________________

-ménage à trois says:
*and that's not the worst
*the worst is i'm fcuking dumb/mule stubborn
*when it comes to r/s.. if i fall in love, i fall hard,
*that flat-on-your-face kinda..
*i simply dont know how to break my fall with
*hands or just get away with some abrasions on
*my knees.. i think i've painted that picture of my
*kind of FALLing in love very well..

Wanted: cougar says:
*that's the awesome part, and also the shit part, really
*it takes alot to be willing to fall completely in love
*and i like that
*maybe its masochism

-ménage à trois says:
*no. the awesome part is i'm so serious kind of 100% giver

Wanted: cougar says:
*男人不坏,女人不爱 :P

-ménage à trois says:
*the shitty part is the lucky bastard took me for granted

Wanted: cougar says:
*well, you see the light now?
*run!
*run away

___________________________________________

Wanted: cougar says:
*so, that's why i ask, what's in it for you?

-ménage à trois says:
*easy
*companionship.

Wanted: cougar says:
*i guess. the feeling is pretty good sometimes, when you're lonely

-ménage à trois says:
*someone who is not just a taker, and clicks on my level,
*and amazingly is my cuppa-tea (well, pure infatuation
*at first now i know, it wouldn't grow into love, that's why..
*now i'm happy yet worried..)
*happy knowing, he would be a friend in long run
*worried, because, HA, i get sense of security from knowing
*i would NOT fall for somone, how sick is it.

Wanted: cougar says:
*you're just afraid to fall for the wrong guy

Wanted: cougar says:
*well, enjoy the superficiality, it hurts less
*i want somebody who isn't into the deep emotional crap too
*it's tiring sometimes

___________________________________________

Wanted: cougar says:
*like you, i'm afraid of the future too

-ménage à trois says:
(:
**HUGS





note: 可以想到超越明天的未来,是幸福的。
如果还会机会去担心前程,是奢侈的。我感恩。

Sunday, September 6, 2009

明白

過去只不過是
一張張的幻燈片、
一曡厚厚的舊照片、
一本已結束的日記簿。

(: